I've been so worried about Owen missing me and being ok while I am gone. Little did I know that I would be the one that would be a total mess. Last night as I was reading him his bedtime story my voice broke as I thought about it being the last time I would do so for 10 whole days. Then, I had to choke back tears as I sang to him before laying him in his crib. As I walked out of his room I broke down into tears.
Today Owen seemed off and I think he could tell that something was up. I tried to keep it together as best i could so he wouldn't see Mama cry. We all went outside together and Miles and I gave him hugs and kisses and got in the car. He waved and said "Bye, Mama!" It just about broke my heart. I started to cry as we drove away and already have had two other moments of sadness since then and we haven't even boarded the plane. Not to mention that I have already called my mom to check up on him three times. Boy am I a mess! I just hope that once we are in London I can enjoy myself and have a good time. I am super excited to go, but I think I will be just as excited when we return.
3 comments:
I can't even imagine. 10 days is a long time! But you will have SO much fun, and it will be totally worth it! I'm super jealous! Have fun & enjoy yourselves!!!
I didn't know you weren't taking him! Hard!!! Kyle and I had a hard time on an overnight trip. Don't let it ruin London for you though!
Isn't it crazy how that happens?! We left Aiden and Asher for ONE night a week ago and that was hard enough! It's amazing how attached we get to those precious little blessings isn't it?!
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